Rollercoaster

It's been a rollercoaster of emotions lately. Wednesday, Dad called me to say the tests were inconclusive and it did not look like lung cancer, maybe lymphoma. Not great but better than LC. Had a CT of his head done because of all the recent headaches. Yesterday Mom called me to say that they saw lesions which is cancer. Apparently it mestatized already. Feeling nothing but numb right now. He has an appointment with the radiologist in a few days for treatment discussions. He still has another biopsy to go through as well. Maybe I think the headaches were a minor blessing so that they were able to discover that right away. I don't know what to think.